2024 Author: Harry Day | [email protected]. Last modified: 2023-12-17 15:43
After reading to the end, you will learn how important it is to be able to take help, sometimes it is a matter of life and death.
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I was separated from complete disability by 1%, and the installation of a pacemaker could immediately shorten life by 10-20 years and existence would turn into a semi-nutritious state - and that is not possible, and this is prohibited.
During that difficult and gloomy time, I made many wonderful decisions. She immediately discarded the idea of a pacemaker, refused to go to the hospital, having heard several dangerous and borderline diagnoses in relation to the heart, decided to die at home, having prepared money for the funeral in advance. It was such a powerful movement towards death.
Any serious and irreversible illness instantly drops a person into minus (-) 1 of the famous Karpman triangle, that is, into a victim state. But it seemed to me that I was able to break through the bottom of this triangle and ended up in a five-figure sacrifice.
When I looked at the huge list of drugs, I felt bad and scared. Panic and horror rolled over me. What will happen to me? Where can I get the money for all this? And if I now pay for the medicines, and there will never be more money, then I will die of hunger and poverty?
The last one was the most unbearable. In pharmacies, pharmacists literally ripped money out of my hands for the medicine. I looked at the pills and felt a great hatred for them. The fact that they extended my life, I did not even consider. As a result, I drank not healing drugs, but my own hatred, which further worsened my condition.
All the pills and my treatment itself are my main enemies, because because of them I am losing money! This means that I am in danger of hunger and poverty!
All these thoughts and states, of course, were irrational, inexplicable and inconsistent with reality, they rose from the generic system, something dark and forgotten from the deep collective unconscious made its way to the light at the expense of my life and my energy, my illness became a guide for all this.
How did I come up with a bright idea to go to the constellation with this problem?
No way.
I thought I had no problem !!! Only doctors and medicine have problems!
And I am suffering! I am fighting with pharmacists for a penny! After all, they are taking the "last" money from me!
Then, how did I make my arrangement and get a solution to my problem?
One of my coaches at the time advertised for a diagnostic session, and I went to it. “Here's a diagnosis, it won't hurt me,” I thought.
It was such a correct and correct decision - to go and ask for help, because it hurts and torments, and what exactly I can't see! It was during this session that my pain point was determined and a request for placement was generated.
That is why the help of a specialist, a person who is not involved in our family system and birth pain, is wonderful. He sees what escapes our attention, he sees our blind spots. He is beyond our pain and fears, panic and sacrifice. So he has a sober look and a steady hand!
All subsequent years (and I have five years of them !!!) of treatment, I calmly parted with money in pharmacies. I changed my attitude towards pills and treatment. Subsequent constellations revealed to me the meaning and value of a long-term illness that forever changed my heart and my life. I rebuilt the system of taking care of myself and my body. I am far from being disabled and I do not need any pacemaker. I live with my heart.
Remember? "What is the strength in, brother?" Strength is being able to ask for help. Strength is to be able to take this help and carry it into your life.
Take help and bring it into your life !!!
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