2024 Author: Harry Day | [email protected]. Last modified: 2023-12-17 15:43
The new week began with a gray morning outside the window. The city was slowly waking up to begin its dynamic movement. Winter didn’t give us plentiful snow and therefore the sidewalks were clean. The only unlucky cars that were parked awkwardly in the courtyards in the uncleared spaces near the curbs.
My morning promenade through the courtyard of a house built by captured Germans, then followed to the Bank of Russia. My attention was attracted by a homeless man, a disabled person without both legs, who could hardly turn the wheels of his wheelchair. The distance between us was shortening, and when we drew level, he turned to me, looking up.
- Girl, how can I get on the road?
I also thought that he asked the question as if he was driving a car. The arch, which people usually walk through, was filled with parked cars.
- You won't get through here. Cars are so crowded that all the aisles are busy. If only around the house and you have to go in the opposite direction.
- Eh!
The homeless man sighed and a difficult task appeared on his dark and dirty face. The way back is even harder and longer, because this way moves away from the goal.
- And you take me in ?!
It didn’t sound like a request, it was an instruction for action, and I didn’t even have time to think. I confidently grabbed the handles of the "vehicle" and was surprised at how skillfully I managed to maneuver between obstacles. During the movement, various thoughts buzzed in my head: "Did I have the opportunity to refuse him, to think that I was in a hurry and there was no time." No! I wonderfully wanted to do this WAY with him.
He said in a completely non-irritating way that the machines were to blame, just to keep the conversation going.
- Cars do not fly like airplanes and therefore take their place on Earth: I said. He chuckled and smiled.
We drove through the yard, and I saw how the rays of the modest winter sun began to shine through in the sky. The world seemed to shrink into one point, where there were only me and him. At this moment, I have not yet imagined the goal of our WAY. I just watched what was happening to me and the person I was taking in a direction unknown to me.
- I need to go to Magnit. Buy water.
I remembered that I had no money with me, only the card of the Bank to which I was going.
- I have no money. - Making excuses, I said and thought that he probably had no money either.
“I have,” he said confidently. It sounded like he was the owner of all the treasures of the World. I felt like the driver of a world famous tycoon. Now he smiled at me too.
We turned the corner. This was the finish line to the end point of our WAY.
- Are we parking? I asked.
He smiled again and confirmed:
- Let's park! Buy me some water, I really want to drink and … (paused) a bottle of vodka.
He reached into his pocket, and with cold hands began to pull out his "treasures". It seemed to me that he was embarrassed to ask me to buy vodka, but the thirst for DESIRE, nevertheless, exceeded the far-fetched embarrassment.
All the funds accumulated since yesterday - 300 rubles and a change - migrated into my palm. I was not saddened at all that I was the buyer of a small vodka and a bottle of water in the store, at such an hour in the morning. When I left the store door, I saw that he rearranged his chair. Now his position was - with his back to the entrance. He waited and felt my appearance with his back. At first he drank water, long and greedily, filling himself. Then, I remembered about a completely different water - vodka, and met with it, like a child who is hungry and in anticipation of his mother's breast is trying to get what he wants. He drank almost all of it at once, left a little bit, and began to speak words addressed to me. Words THANKS …
I looked into his dull gray-blue eyes and understood that in front of me was a man with his own story, with his own scenario of Life. Me and HE - two people met to live this moment together. I saw myself from a different angle, I felt the emotions filled in a different way. My Soul came into contact with the Soul of another person, and I got real pleasure from this rapprochement. I didn’t care what he looked like, what he was wearing, and what he smelled of. Even the words that he spoke, I did not attach importance.
I felt the state JOY, it comes from the heart and is filled with Love for all living things. I am infinitely grateful to this person for awakening in me this feeling, which is so lacking in this WORLD.
- God exists? - I asked him.
- There is…
God is in each of us. And through each of us he is manifested in this World. Today I was God for him and helped him get what he wanted, and he was God for me, who gave me a feeling of true Joy. We really need each other to help discover new facets of ourselves as God …
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