How My Tsunami Changed

Video: How My Tsunami Changed

Video: How My Tsunami Changed
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How My Tsunami Changed
How My Tsunami Changed
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Before, I often dreamed of tsunami dreams. It’s such an incredible feeling. You sit on the beach, sunbathe, bothering no one. And then … Wave … Directly above you. It's just exciting. And I remember the dynamics.

It was scary as shit at first, sorry about my French. Just awful! I was running, I was saving, I was trying to save everyone around me. I climbed to the height, I ran through the city … I woke up in sweat, and then for a long time my body remembered the state of fright. Once I was even swallowed by a wave, I suffocated and "died" in my sleep. Of course, I woke up abruptly and began to breathe quickly and a lot.

I remember that sometimes I remembered that the other day I saw a tsunami and escaped from it. But after half a minute I remembered that it was a dream … And I still asked myself … "Maybe you still didn't dream?" And this aftertaste had an ambivalent experience. And it seems insanely scary, but how do you want to try, experience it in reality. You know, this is when you know that it will kill you, but it beckons to check, and what if not? And even if so, it is worth it to die …

It was quite a long period, maybe two or three years. This was before therapy and the first year of therapy.

Then I began to dream of a calm sea, but these dreams were necessarily accompanied by announcements that the end of the world was coming and everyone needed to be saved. This series of dreams ended with the fact that I had to walk on water in order to come out to another life … I told myself that the main thing is to believe. And I went … Right on the surface of the radiant morning Black Sea …

Then I often dreamed about a nonexistent city and the sea in it. With every dream, the city and this sea improved and became brighter. Until it grew to the point that a train traveled by sea, there were factories on the sea and entertainment complexes nearby - right in the middle of the sea.

Some time passed, maybe a year, maybe two, and I again began to dream of a tsunami. But now I was not afraid of him. And she didn't even save herself. It just passed me by. I just stood and looked at the surging wave above me. My breath caught in my throat. But not from fear. And from how gorgeous she is! What a miracle of nature it is! I was firmly convinced that we are friends with this miracle of nature.

And now I miss … Tsunami, come to me more often in a dream! You are my essence. You are my Everything. You are me. And I cannot be other than someone like you - all-consuming, exciting, frightening, but at the same time, sensual, attentive and gentle, if you trust this miracle of nature … And I miss you! No matter how I tried to become different … You cannot correct my essence - I am a tsunami!

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