Condom From Life. How He Makes Us Weak

2024 Author: Harry Day | [email protected]. Last modified: 2023-12-17 15:43

… It all started with the fact that Dalina was physically very sick right before the start of the course. And she was worried if it was possible to go through sessions in such a state. I urgently posted a text about exacerbations to explain that a deep process can be expressed by any symptoms at any level, and that this is good. Now, in our transformational space, we need to rejoice in the manifestation of any symptoms. Dalina is great, she intellectually managed to catch this idea, although I know from experience that not everyone can master the understanding: to recover, you need to go through an exacerbation … For many, this idea ALREADY becomes a stumbling block that people cannot cross. And this has culturally for you and me, people of Western civilization, a very deep rationale. It was Western civilization that made us so that we are accustomed to live half-heartedly! Since childhood, we have not been trained to live to the fullest. And this is not in the head. To live not to the fullest, not to experience a wide range of conditions - this is a very deep WAY IN THE VALUES of Western society. We do not have deep passion in values. Maybe it’s somewhere in my head, maybe we watched a movie that strong, "The Game" or "Natural Born Killers" and somewhere there thought: "Oh, that would not be bad …" But in the movies and in safe mode. Without getting out from under the blanket. And if in fact in life one has to touch death, the abyss, the extreme states, we will do everything to avoid this. This is the firmware guys. Safety over presence. Remember my mother: will you fall, disappear, break? And life rushed off on a leash. In harness. In the herd.

But this is not the case in all cultures.

And subconsciously we know that it is WE, who with toilets are the pinnacle of civilization, the pinnacle of evolution. And that we are for sure, and OUR life is the most correct one. But those in all other cultures, the other 6 billion, who grow sugarcane … … well, their ideals are not the same, and their values and in general something is wrong with them. They are unlucky, these 6 billion, and they must strive to become just like us. We are carriers of the peak of culture and our way of life and thinking is the most correct. The best. At the same time, most of us DO NOT EVEN THINK that, actually, we are a MINORITY on the planet. And here we are, belonging to this golden billion, living in houses with strong walls that will not be destroyed by a hurricane, not forced to fight for a piece of our bread, in general, we, all who are in a white coat and beautiful - WE ARE IN THE MINORITY. And, considering ourselves such a white elite, we do not notice that we are … separated from LIFE. And we are not only separated from the vision of life. You and I are separated from the powerful, real, living LIVING OF LIFE. We live in a condom, as it were. In a safe bubble.

I have a solid home - a home to hide in when there is a storm. I have electricity, I have tap water. I have the illusion that I rule over nature and the illusion that I, at least, do not depend on it. A poisonous snake or a tarantula will not crawl into my house - I may have never seen them.

And I also have a toilet, which is designed in such a way that I don't know where my own excrement goes. And I don’t want to know. This is the condom - an illusion. Mother Earth constantly destroys this illusion, tears this flimsy condom. It comes in catastrophes, it comes in diseases, new every time. The element breaks into our life, but we close our eyes and do not consider it a fact of reality. Well, it happened once, by accident, but we will patch it all up and return to our "sustainable" world.))

Dalina, thank you for encouraging me to share this. The most powerful healing of a person is contact with the great Power of self-organization. This is the Force that moves the planets. It is the Force that makes the plant awaken from the seed. It is the Force that makes the grass break the asphalt. You see, it leads to sprout through the asphalt! It is the Force that whirls the whirlwinds and throws tsunamis on the islands. Everything in the Universe has its own natural logic. And only a man, in his intellectual unnaturalness, a white man, a white Western man - he does something with himself that pulls himself out of this Power and he arranges a kind of artificial construction around himself. And he says: “But I'm not like that, But I'm different. I’ll turn the rivers back,”and for some reason he turns the rivers of his own energy back. From a great mind, he tries to organize his life in a different way from the natural movement of energy requires. And that's why he's sick, that's why Western people are so sickly. In a lot of cases, without realizing why. It is a systemic disease. This is not a problem and not a story of each of us individually. It is a disease of the system. This is Western civilization, the "golden billion" of people tore themselves with the flesh of the life of the planet and began to turn the rivers back, turning back the rivers of their own energy in their own bodies. And what basically happens in the healing we do? Launching into our transformational space archetypal forces of plants with their great life drive to self-organization, with their instinct for life, we help organisms begin to remember how energy should flow in them. The way she WANTS to flow. And the rivers of energy that were chained in concrete - they suddenly find their natural channel. The river recalls: "So this is my bed, it is convenient for me to flow like this !!!"

And this happens at the level of energy channels in each individual body. At the level of those systems in which we are inscribed. Each of us is inscribed in the family system, we are connected with them by rivers of energy. The social systems, the collective system where you work. Systems with which you are bound by values, and so on.

It is interesting for me to show in your process, Dalin, what is the natural unnatural reaction of the psyche, which suddenly collides with this element within itself. Dalina was overwhelmed. It blew up. At first she fell ill out of the blue, and then her psyche broke. Dalina writes: “The weekend got me into a pancake, and for no reason at all. Do you understand what nonsense is? This is a disaster. Everything that was crushed into concrete. Into the concrete of the intellect, the concrete of social notions, into the concrete of parental stereotypes of how "it should have been" - this force exploded. And she began to look for her own channel, natural, healthy, powerful. And this opportunity with its instinctive, powerful force to unite - how can it not be painful? Imagine, concrete breaks! The powerful river, hammered into concrete, suddenly begins to turn around and say: “My path is not here. I don't want to be here. " Of course, when concrete breaks, it can't be easy! And if this began to happen to Dalina, it means that she has the potential, the readiness for such a process. And that means that at the moment when Dalina came to the course, she was already standing over the abyss, even if she herself did not realize that she was ready to jump. Not understanding how to deal with it, how to experience such states is also such a learned helplessness. Since childhood, we were NOT pushed out of the nest, we were given life to learn from textbooks and therefore, when life bursts in energetically, we are lost, we have no habit of living and we have no idea what energies we are able to pass through ourselves and how many states we are able to live, while maintaining the integrity of our I. And how many pieces can we disintegrate, trusting this great power of self-organization. And then reassemble again into a new system with fewer plugs, stresses and concrete, with more resources. We just have no experience !!!!

Since I have experienced a lot and I am immensely grateful to my cruel teachers - tantric, shamanic, teachers who threw me into very strong trials, in which it happened that I thought that I would not survive - but every time I survived and every time my abilities, my ideas about how much I can go through have expanded - that's why I can help you go through these processes. Because I was dying and my ego was disintegrating. My ego, as an idea of myself, disintegrated into pieces many times, so that then each time I understood that I was dismembering myself into pieces, but there was something that was beyond the ego that helped this structure to gather again. Not just to survive, but to transform into a new system, into a new structure and find oneself at a new logical level. Let the sausage - you can go through this, but what is the point of living in a half-dead state - half-dead? In a half-alive, half-dead, "As if something is not quite, as if the colors are faded," as Grebenshchikov sang. It is in this state that I contact life safely, through a condom, I watch life on the TV screen. Is that exactly what you want? Or you will allow yourself to walk through a wide range of states now to collect your lost energy. And maybe it will be possible to realize where it was plundered, what happened to consciousness, or maybe it will not be possible, maybe it will just … we will see ourselves in a new state.

I have risked many times. Thanks.

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