Unbearable Lightness Of Content

2024 Author: Harry Day | [email protected]. Last modified: 2023-12-17 15:43

The unbearable lightness of the content.

We are trying to do the impossible, to kill life itself on a metaphysical level, to turn our mental life into an area devoid of any mental component. We instinctively choose the simpler for ourselves, and that's okay. Having failed with the physical destruction of life, we switched to the psychic.

Life seems to have its own meaning, so to speak, common to all living beings, and this is death. Perhaps Freud was the greatest person who ever lived, creating (or simply sounding it, since the very phenomenon of the death drive is attributed to Sabina Spielrain) the principle of the death drive, when all living things aspire to their original form, to inanimate.

And there really is something in this. Perhaps the collective unconscious also tends to this state of "inorganic state" but only in the mental sphere. What does it look like? What does a dead soul look like? Perhaps now we are watching this transition live, well, or almost live.

In fact, now writing any content at all, this is neurotic communication with oneself, and no matter what level of reflection you are at, in any case, you send it all into emptiness. There were always the same number of fools and smart people, I don’t think that this distribution is subject to any kind of adjustment in principle. Most likely, some of the evil is inherent in the smart, and vice versa. This mutual penetration is necessary for the balance of life as a whole, and for the balance of death as well. You are kind of constantly infected with something, either life or death, and this infection progresses. Maybe that's why there is a belief in the immortality of the soul, because then, you can maintain a balance between the living and the dead and give rise to a new round of this balance at a higher level, which will use this level as a basis. We also use this every day, killing something (including thoughts, hopes, dreams in ourselves) and giving life to something new. If you look closely, you can see the Creator in each of us, in addition to the role of the Assassin, with which we have all identified for a long time.

The neurosis of life is generated by a tremendous anxiety before death, which is terrible even to imagine. I am writing this now and revive the part of my soul that dies after writing the lines. I am fighting for myself at this moment, not for the enlightenment of the masses or for the truth and truth. For me personally, the meaning is that when they read me, I seem to be alive, my soul lives, my message was accepted, which means I took part in the great act of life and death. And this is the neurotic part, it is like that, hesitating, with a bunch of complexes.

We are all now witnessing the mass suicide (or real genocide) of the human soul. And every time someone sees some kind of "stupidity" and reacts to it with "righteous" anger of rationality, or when someone reads something that seems too abstruse to him, because there are words that are unfamiliar in meaning and there are a lot of letters in the sentence, and this, of course, infuriates (and also infuriates, because here you feel stupid, which in principle is unacceptable), it doesn't matter, it's all not important, because both are the same thing - death of the soul through the intolerance of content, through the intolerance of awareness of the emptiness gaping at the other end of the monitor, this clear and beating on the spot dead black haze, covering not just the eyes, but also the soul.