2024 Author: Harry Day | [email protected]. Last modified: 2023-12-17 15:43
She was one of those who always achieved everything on her own. From kindergarten, when children took away her toys, and kind and attentive educators received too little to delve into children's problems. They tried to explain to her what she was feeling wrong and said: “Don't be greedy! Let others play !! ". But she methodically took her doll back and did not allow herself to offend
At school she was quiet and diligent, but the teachers did not like her. It is not clear why, but they did not love. She had to defend her fives constantly, but it did not always work out. And when she came and shared with her parents, they said: "do your best!" And she sat down at the books back.
Colleagues at work swore with her and each strove to hurt her more painfully. At times she fought back, at times did not pay attention, although she was madly tired of this tension. And only when she had her own small company, she breathed out: now she decides for herself when she is good, and when she is not very good.
She has always been a fighter and a winner in life, except for the area of close relationships. In the family, she was the older sister. But not a proud first-born, but one of those who “did not work out”: she was not too beautiful and slender for her parents, not too smart and well-read, did not respect the opinion of her parents and, of course, ungrateful. She was also a "loser" even in relationships. When she introduced someone to her parents, they said: “Oh, and you will be tormented with our Olka! Her character is shit! " Each of her boyfriends was not as rich / smart / handsome as the younger one. In general, the youngest daughter was the ideal of her parents: by as much as 3 cm higher, barely graduated from college, she always said "you will call", did not work by profession, by the age of 28 she managed to have a couple of abortions, because she could not understand who to go to with a joyful news.
Each new relationship was a hope. That someone will not condemn and examine her achievements under a distorted microscope. will see just a heart that is waiting to be loved at last. Each new relationship was a hope that shattered like fine china, leaving new scars in the soul. And then the moment came when she convinced herself that she did not need any relationship and she would always be herself. Because loneliness doesn't hurt that much.
She convinced herself that this is better for her, and she does not want a family with children at all, and in general, the happiness of motherhood is not for everyone. Somewhere in the depths of her soul, in secret from herself, she continued to dream at all not about the prince. She was waiting for an ordinary man who would see her efforts and would allow her to try less. Who would just love her. No conditions.
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