2024 Author: Harry Day | [email protected]. Last modified: 2023-12-17 15:43
One specific cleaning company in the States, which is engaged in cleaning premises marked Biohazard, that is, after murders, suicides, deaths of lonely people, very dirty premises, etc., posted on their social media. a photo of a note that was found while cleaning the house where the woman was killed, presumably by her husband. I paid special attention to this post, since they had not posted anything like this before, and tried to translate the text. The authors of the post called this note the "Report Card" of the wife in the eyes of her husband, and it really looks like that.
As far as I understand, the left column indicates the grade that he gives his wife according to certain characteristics, and in the right column he writes HER hints on what to do. The first photo - records in the original, further in the table - an approximate translation.
About translation
Elohim is a god in Judaism, they speak of him in the plural to emphasize his / their respect, you can see this in a note.
The female genital organs - this is how I wrote it in translation, the author of the note designated them with an icon.
My explanations are highlighted in green, asterisks - what I could not consider, because of this one sentence has not been translated (orange text).
What I mean by all this. As for me, what is provided here is an example of recordings of a person who is at the psychotic level of functioning. From what is written here in a person at a neurotic level, his blood will freeze … An absolutely divorced concept of the normalcy of human relations, and these instructions are an example of an attempt to recreate a relationship between two people, the experience of which was not, and which could only be observed from afar. Create relationships based on your diffuse identity using cognitive functions. Leaving in fantasy, denial, total control, primitive idealization, magical thinking and an absolutely distorted understanding of the surrounding reality.
The recordings are permeated with a combination of sexual and religious overtones, which, incidentally, does not happen so rarely. For some fanatically believing people of a psychotic level, a religious book will be enough, which they will interpret in their own way, based on their reality, and build relationships with a fantasy god, whom they will endlessly idealize, and build relationships with people around like a man here, using an adaptation mechanism as total control (exploitation, sexual use), probably relying on these lines: "… and cleave to his wife, and there will be two one flesh" from one of the most famous books (although neurotics believe that one flesh means a child born in the relationship between a man and a woman).
Psychotics cannot observe themselves, they do not separate themselves from the other world, chaos and the threat of the disintegration of the psychotic structure, unbearable anxiety, the horror of non-existence occur in their psyche.
I do not know under what circumstances the wife of the author of the notes was killed (presumably by him), and, which is also interesting, after which time after writing this note this happened. I can say that this is all quite scary. It is scary to be in the place of this woman, in the place of their child, and it is scary to imagine the endless horror that is happening in the psyche of the psychotic.
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