Doomed To Fail

2024 Author: Harry Day | [email protected]. Last modified: 2023-12-17 15:43

And the girl is drunk that day

Head over heels in love with other people's nonsense

I sit in a chair. Came from work. Tired. All thoughts about why he doesn't call. Call me, call. Call. I'm running to the phone, not him, neighbor. The voice of hope and anticipation changes to boredom and routine. Come, support the company, we have single and beautiful - she calls. I'm coming. Why I don't know myself. No, I know, I can't wait any longer. At least some kind of entertainment in the monotonous expectation of his voice, steps, warmth, tenderness. I can hardly keep up the conversation and am in the company. Again, a friend scandals with her. Screams, screams. It's good that I am alone and I have him.

There is no need to deceive me, I myself am glad to be deceived - as if these lines were copied from the main character of the film "Winter Cherry". Throughout the film, my inner voice protests and says - don't be such a fool !!! Why would you choose a married narcissist over a handsome, educated, wealthy suitor who is ready to become your husband and adopt your child.

This is how much you need to not love yourself in order to continue from day to day to believe the one who deceives you. Another sophisticated mockery of oneself is an attempt to "adopt" a 36-year-old candidate for the title of Candidate of Science who escaped from his mother. He moved to live with his suitcase and fled back four hours later. This is the power of feelings. But the heroine has created a wonderful way to make sure of her insignificance or power.

A prince from a fairy tale came to me. In a Mercedes, a foreigner, fell in love. Handsome and slender. Loves my son. Invites to Moscow and then abroad. Gives gifts. Friends say - lucky. And something is not right for me. I doubt. Do I want to change my life. There is a catch, but I cannot recognize it. And I also love. The one with whom I felt so good. What if he comes back to me?

The choice between a family, secular, wealthy life and the hackneyed song of Pugacheva in the mornings, trips in public transport, the son sent to kindergarten for five days, grief with friends is inclined in favor of the latter.

Psychological trauma or lack of social intelligence?

Living in darkness. Nothing is clear about the heroine's values. What drives her? What is her motivation? What are her desires? What does she want for herself and from herself? What goals is it moving towards? Dusk. Everything was decided for her. The system gave her a job, her ambitions are connected with another, not with herself. She wants her lover to divorce, marry him and have a baby. This is the infantilism of the heroine - she refuses to look facts in the eye, sees love where it is not, hopes for magic.

And the secondary benefit is loneliness, her own mistress. No one will say a word of reproach. Nothing needs to be matched. You can be yourself and shed tears into your pillow.

A curtain.

text review of the film "Winter Cherry".