Heat Exchanger

2024 Author: Harry Day | [email protected]. Last modified: 2023-12-17 15:43

This is a congratulation for those who have pain from the fact that they spend a magical New Year's Eve not with those with whom they wanted and not the way they wanted.

If you are one of those people, I know that it can be very, very bad for you now. Maybe you will get drunk. Maybe try to get lost in the noisy crowd. Maybe wear a mask of fun so you don't upset your friends or parents. Or maybe you will be left completely alone in the apartment, meet 0:00, have a snack with your small festive dinner and go to bed at 0:34.

You got tired of your friend's "fuck you", or "you have somehow already dragged on the process." Because you certainly don't want it to be like this. And even doing a lot to make things different …

Unfortunately, I know how much it hurts you. And how you want it to be different. But now on this night you have it like this.

So I want you to know. I know that you are. You are not alone. Not in the world, not in your experience. Of course, there are those who feel good and festive today. Among them there are those without whom it is not good for you and not festive. And there are those who are in pain today. There are you.

I know shared pain diminishes. Therefore, I am with you.

Not so long ago, there was a whole Africa of warmth in me. I even slept half-open in winter. Then I gave all my warmth - everything that I had, without a trace - to one person … I did not leave anything for myself. And for a very long time I could not get warm … Neither mentally nor physically. Heat exchange is disturbed. Literally. He is an exchange for that and an exchange for exchange.

Then, out of the desire to live, I stopped giving away my warmth, began to take care of it, to preserve it - and now I have already accumulated some of it.

Therefore, to those who are in pain tonight - I send a grain of sand of my hot Africa. Let from it you can kindle your own fire and keep warm. First of all, yourself. Let your heat transfer recover. And then you will meet someone who will not want to warm up at your expense, but will warm you mutually.

Warm and mutual 2019 ❤