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As far back as I can remember, I "ran away" into books …
She ran away from everything that she did not want to see in real life, and looked for consolation in them.
Dreams came true there, many different lives could be lived there.
But there was also a lot of suffering and misery.
I remember one story I read as homework in third grade. After reading, she cried very bitterly, because for some reason good there did not overcome evil! And on the contrary, smiling at the end, it went to myself to happily do my own thing.
I felt very bad then …
But I found a solution! It came as an inspiration (though then I did not know such words yet).
So, I calmly sat down and just … came up with a different ending!
I introduced myself as the author of this story, imagined how I cross out the ending and write my own, where good must have overcome evil.
This is exactly what the heroine of my story "The Ink Spot" does.
She, the writer, simply … erases the ink stain (which, during her absence, was divided into male and female figures, which gave us, the readers, the opportunity to observe the melodramatic history of their relationship) from the table and decides to create her own story, unlike the others!
I wrote all my stories, which later became this book, in one breath!
I write as I breathe!
This phrase very accurately describes the moments of its creation.
It was a powerful impulse, a strong need: to write, write, write !!!
There were days when, returning home, I dreamed that I would finally sit down at the keyboard and begin my "magic" process.
"Tale in reverse" was the first!
As a result, I did not understand what happened! I just started typing a text that seemed to be born from the depths of my being, or maybe it came from somewhere outside, and I just caught it and wrote it down … It's hard to describe this process …
But the story of Little Star, who could not sleep in any way and demanded a fairy tale from her mother, Big Star, still makes me cry at the end …
However, with tears in my eyes, I finished it. I exhaled and went to sleep. And I remember that I slept very sweetly then …
Then she was born "Song without Words"…
I don't remember where I was and what I was doing at the moment when I saw a picture in my imagination: a young composer sits on a bench in a city park with an open score in his hands, and suddenly Notka falls to the ground … …
The Magic Well
This is also one of those stories that I cry when rereading …
This is an amazing and unreal love story! Love forbidden and impossible! But so strong and necessary for both that they decide to be together at any cost …
The price for happiness was really very high! But the echoes of their love are felt now. This love heals people from all known and unknown diseases …
"Enchantress" - a fairy tale with an open ending.
I still don't know what the main character will choose for herself. After all, she had already made one choice and paid dearly for it! But life goes on! Maybe…
However, then everything depends on her!
And I had three options for the development of the plot for her … And I still hope that she chooses my favorite!
"Ink stain" - a story about a woman who creates other people's lives and, accordingly, her own.
Do you believe in fairies?
The heroine of my fairy tale "Pink glasses" not only believes in it, she is convinced of it by all two hundred percent!
Do not be confused that she is looking for fairies not just anywhere, but in the department of a neuropsychiatric dispensary, because this does not make the existence of fairies any less real. And she will write a gorgeous article about it after she recovers! Because he will already know for sure where the "rose-colored glasses" actually go …
Well, about the one who tells fairy tales himself, I told my "The Tale of Coffee" …
On this "PSYCHOromantic tales" end and begin "PSYCHO sketchbook", and then they go "Not Just Stories."
On account of this division into sections, I cannot unequivocally say why this is so, because all the stories include elements of fabulousness, somewhere more, somewhere less. It was somehow written this way and somehow it was distributed …
Maybe I here subconsciously laid the hidden meaning of the growing up process, when we move from a fairy tale to real life, while filling bruises, while losing our illusions (which, however, sometimes turn out to be very tenacious), overcoming terrible monsters, both our own and helping in this close …
In total, there are 21 stories in the book (7 in each of the 3 sections).
This book is filled with symbolism, and not only numbers …
There are many riddles in it, which, even after writing all this, I still solve!
Now I understand that this book simply could not be in my life! Because it was she who turned out to be my best "medicine" for "my own fears and idols-ideals" …
With love, Irina Pushkaruk
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