2024 Author: Harry Day | [email protected]. Last modified: 2023-12-17 15:43
Yes, yes, I was not mistaken and this is not a typo.
My life has always been happy and cheerful, with a light peppercorn, well, not without it, because this is the beauty of life, without bitter you cannot know sweet.
I lived my life, not letting anyone go too deep.
Of course, I know what it is connected with. It's simple, like many others - an unsuccessful first love, then a second, and with every new girl in my life, I aspired to become the perfect man.
Why?
It always seemed to me that every relationship that did not work out in my life did not work out because of me, that I lacked understanding, lacked patience, lacked communication somewhere, or I was not wealthy enough to cover the difficulties that arose, or vice versa, gave a reason to perceive me as a wallet, and not as a person. All this drove a wedge into my reality and left marks on my picture of the world about who I am. I polished everything that was missing and strove to be ready for a new relationship, for that unreal moment where I could truly be a soul mate and a hero from a Hollywood melodrama. And with each new relationship, I less and less believed that I would still find my soul mate, the one that would be truly mine.
At some point I just scored because I felt that I would go crazy if I didn't let go. Letting go, my life spun and took on new colors.
I have become a free bird! Wherever I want - I fly there! He ate, drank, dressed what he wanted, went where he wanted and came when he wanted …
Flirting became a game for me and I enjoyed this entertaining activity. Light flirting and communication with the opposite sex turned me on like a clockwork toy. This game made me dizzy, but I clearly followed the edge, afraid to burn or burn myself. Relationship? - "no no".
And in another flirting joke: "Anastasia, my destiny …", and there was a needle that killed Koschei.
She occupied my life!
She appeared everywhere, or I "appeared" everywhere, but not the essence. Cool friendship, then, teamwork - melted my heart.
Spark after spark in my head ignited my straw brain.
After leaving the company, it became difficult for me to work without it.
I lacked our communication, brainstorming and some kind of energy and faith. Decision is made! Now she is everywhere.
She occupied my life!
Now we are on the road together, and she is everywhere in my life. At night, "my star" will spread its legs and arms, and sleeps, and I scamper on the edge of the bed, so as not to disturb her sleep.
In the afternoon, we eat from my plate, as it is necessarily tastier, we drink from my glass, as it is generally unforgettable …
I can't have two headphones, she must have one …
The bathroom shelf is piled high with jars and tubes, her suitcase exceeds every conceivable size, and I am silent about the fact that more than half of her things are in my backpack. She is everywhere! She is everywhere in my life!
I can't even be sad myself! You have to share! Because she knows me, me - the real one, at times angry, at times happy, and at times so fast that even a supersonic plane does not fly so fast.
Previously, I could afford to be upset and give up, however, I was short of enough, but the fact that I could, and now - I can’t, she tells me: "Get yourself together, rag!". She even occupied my phrases!
Now I can’t have fun myself, if she’s not having fun, then I have to amuse her and assure us that we will break through.
She is everywhere in my life, and I adore her for that. I voluntarily let go of the old world in order to build a new one with her.
Together we go toe-to-toe, feeling at a distance what is happening to each of us.
As we wrote earlier, we build relationships and learn from lessons.
We love, create and inspire each other.
Our path is built on communication, trust, friendship and mutual understanding.
We discuss plans, take into account wishes, hear objections, and most importantly, we appreciate the time spent together.
Now I can say for sure - Let go! And your soul mate will definitely come!
It will take over your life so quickly that you will not have time to look back.
Live life without looking back, so as not to turn the back of your head towards the future. Your life goes on here and now. Everything that is not yours will surely leave, and what is yours will surely catch up like a light breeze. Whichever way you run along the coast - the wind will always blow in your face. Chop off the anchors and let the sails inflate! - They are given to you for this!
Love, Create, Inspire!
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