2024 Author: Harry Day | [email protected]. Last modified: 2023-12-17 15:43
"To hold is to use force, to let go is to use wisdom."
She knows what it means to let go … Letting go when more than anything in the world you want to cuddle and hold, keep next to you, forever. She knows how unbearably hard it is to wait … To wait when He, so distant and so dear, realizes that he was mistaken and comes … He will come for her. She knows because she loved, let go and waited, loves and won. But first things first.
They met a long time ago, now it seems to her that she had known him all her life. Some kind of special energy emanated from him, next to him it was calm and comfortable. And it is very interesting: he knew a lot, traveled often, talked for hours about what he saw. And what a soft light his eyes shone when he looked at her! He became an ideal. Some unknown irresistible force drew to him, well, at least to be near him for a while, so that later, lying in bed and smiling stupidly at the ceiling, remember every moment. She desperately wanted to be with him, but just this could never be - He is a sister's husband … He is life older than her. For her life, because she is only eighteen.
This is not to say that She did not fight with herself. She fought as best she could, and sometimes she even managed to win, but in every new man She was looking for his features. There were dates, romances, and even marriage. Yes, twenty years. She married a wonderful guy: he loved her, pampered her as best he could, was ready to carry her all his life … but it was not Him. Their lives went on side by side and in parallel, but this did not make it easier. After all, She wanted to live one life with him, and not watch from the outside.
I don’t know how everything would have developed further, if … It happens sometimes: at the most unexpected moment, the irreparable happens. Call. Bad news … Winter. Ice. The driver lost control. Accident. The driver died. The driver is her sister.
Needless to say how dark the days were?
He is depressed … She is near.
She catches every breath, look … She is ready to support every minute, warm his heart with her love …
Now, remembering their first real kiss, She wonders how she did not go mad then from the overwhelmed feelings!
And then a hasty divorce from her husband. Divide property? What property? She already has everything she needs, and nothing else is needed! She felt her happiness so sharply that she stopped noticing reality. She had her own world, long-awaited, long-suffering …
Once He returned to this world for another. Alien. Indifferent. Cold eyes, calm voice. What he says? Fell in love? Is he leaving? Forgiveness?
God will forgive. She let go.
She lived automatically, trying to occupy every minute with something: work, a book, training, a trip. Just not to be alone with yourself, just not to think about him!
He reminded of himself very soon, wrote that he had made a mistake, destroying their relationship, that he dreamed of returning, but could not do this without understanding himself.
She understood and waited. It was hard, but She waited. I waited for three long years. She was attentive to him, his experiences, but did not dissolve in them. She had enough wisdom to maintain the balance of their relationship, to be both close and distant, she had enough strength to live on.
She waited.
She knew He was coming.
Winter morning. Doorbell. He is on the threshold. I waited. And as if these three years had not happened, as if He just went out to the store to buy bread.
Peace.
Autumn has become a wedding day for them. She won, she won by loving. She loves and is loved. Falling asleep in his arms, She realizes that she is happy and she doesn't need anything else …
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